Today I had what alcoholics would call "a moment of clarity". Things in the past... past year especially have been blurry for me. No, not because of an inebriated state at any time, but because I have felt like I had no direction. Let me backup, I do have direction... I know where my life has purpose for all those really BIG ideas. For instance, I know my basic purpose in Christ, I know I want to have a family and I know what line of work I would like to be in. However, what about my experiences where are they leading me?How can I best use the life I have been given? On my way home listening to some worship music (honestly it has been a long while since there has been a personal worship session in my car) things in my head started to make sense. Like I am being lead in a direction for a purpose. I don't feel so fixated as before.
For a moment I was allowed to think clearly and now I know a bit more about myself. I am grateful for another puzzle piece in understanding myself and my experience. It's like looking in a mirror and seeing who you are. Not that I have not been introspecting myself, but for a moment I had contacts in while looking in the mirror (so to speak).Tomorrow are plans to start off on this new juncture. I have been thinking about it for two years and it comes with a lot of thought and prayer. When I start traveling down the path I will let everyone else in on my new adventure.
You can be praying that everything works out.
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